ktm 2

i am now in the train with gabriella... A stupid keling took two seat spaces so i had to sit opposite gabriella instead... yeesh....

kuala lumpir :(

i just landed in Lcct... I havent flown airasia for over two years... However, i did enjoy the vegetaarian food they had on the flight... It was quite nice :)

I still feel bad for what i did and i feel fat...

let me tell you a secret:)

Once upon a time, there was a boy named jordan... Jordan had a friend. Well he didn't like that friend but he didn't hate him either. His friend is called boyd. Boyd has a boyfriend called astley. when jordan broke up with the love of his life said, jordan rebounded with astley while astley was still dating boyd. A few months later, jordan found out that boyd slept with said. Jordan got pissed and told astley everything that boyd did behind astleys' back like sleeping with various men.

Isn't it ironic?

sat night

Ice bar!

kk man!

i'm in icr bar baby!

atmosphere with victor darling...

PIctures...

So I had nothing to do yesterday and uploaded about 300 pictures from my mobile phone to my facebook account. In less than 24 hours I have had more then 40 friend requests. Most of them girls. Poor girls. I feel sorry for them. If i were straight I would be such a slut. So anyway, I came across the picture of my car:) And I never uploaded it. So the picture above is my car except it has a huge dent on it now... :(

Oh well:)

Oh, and I'm leaving on a jet plane tonight, gonna be back in six days ;)

This song is very the nice! I love it, it's called For Your Entertainment by Adam Lambert.

Rumor has it that he broke up with his skinny boyfriend. I would stand a better chance compared to his other half for sure! haha! Tsk Tsk!

Enjoy:)

Jeffrey James is here to Entertain you:)

So I had my first Talk show yesterday in The Anexxe Hall in Taylors University. I had a few guest celebrities like The Gatal Girls (Above), Lance Bong, Trad Sitt, Huigelina Lilie and Latifah Lohan. It went quite well because my guests were very funny and friendly. There were performances by the Gatal Girls as well.

Who am i kidding? :) This was my assignment yesterday. So I came up with the TalkShow concept. And my group mates were the guests. It was fun la, but it got draggy at the end.

Give me 5 years and I will have my own talk show:)

Am I dating someone?

Okay, i'm not dating the girl, i don't date girls. But the picture there can start a little bit of story... bahaha! But the question is, am i dating someone?

And well, I am dating. I think I am la.

However, the guy that i'm kinda seeing is a good friend, but I don't know whether to make it official or not. And so does he. He also seems like he doesn't know whether to make it official or not. We both got out of a relationship, and we are or were both single. But then i guess the whole make it official couple thing is a bit weird.

I do like him though. He's nice :)

ps.

People in Taylors who are reading this, well, I'm gay. I don't tell you guys because you don't ask. And please ask me personally if you wanna know. And I don't date girls and please don't ask me if i'm dating one or if i have a girlfriend or not.

With that being said, I do have a wife. A young lady who is my wife, we got married a couple of months back but we decided to keep things open. She knows about my sexuality and is very understanding, so the both of us have this nice understanding relationship, that is why im always wearing my wedding ring :)

Love you wifey! BAHAHA!

I took the KTM!

I took the train from my college to KLCC today, it was quite easy. I am surprised with myself. From now onwards I'm gonna take the train :)

I hate this.

I'm waiting for my allowance to come in. This is my bank account... yeesh.

Video Stills from my Music Video.

So here are the still for the music video. I really like the pictures man cause they kinda look professional... :) It's kinda nice la... But oh well. The video has been made. i'm gonna make another one at the end of the year!
Serene Gan Being all Emo.
Luggage Bag Sponsored by Guess!
Miki Hoh trying to be Emo.
The Lezzie couple Hui Ling and Cheryl Bainon. They're straight in real life.
Thomas Sing and Miki Hoh, the arguing couple.
Careen Tan and Serene Gan during the out takes.
Careen Tan looking emotionless.

A love letter from my previous relationship.

I was clearing my email inbox and came across a letter from my ex. When i slept with someone else. hehehe!

I woke up this morning with this gnawing feeling rite in the middle of my chest. I even started thinking about stuffs which really doesn’t help when I’m here and u are there. I thought about the age difference, our dissimilarities, are we wanting the same thing, those other people who are just waitin to get in your pants, am I able to commit to what I promise myself or at least try to do till I’m done with this place etc. haha, then I stop!

So I let the news sink in, played it in my mind, thought it over. Yea it hurts, dunno which feeling caused the pain, if I can put it that way. I felt sad, disappointed in a way, but not much. There’s jealousy, damn I’m jealous! No anger though. I’m getting over it, coz the matter of trust and promises don’t come into play, as we both understood, as we didn’t say we were exclusive and promises were never made.
Anyways, it’s understandable; we are far apart, and u looking the way u do.

As for me, I just wanna do this, till I see u; that’s my only aim rite now. And when I do, hopefully, we’ll move from there. I’m not able to promise anything(and u don’t have to either) and I don’t dare looking too far into the future or hope too much. Im doing this stick with one person thing for me, u didn’t force me into this in any way; I just feel right, and I don’t want to lose the feeling, I’m happy. And u, in ways I don’t even realize, made me slide easily into this state I’m in.

I’m just scared, coz I know me, I don’t feel things immediately, it could take me from days to years to actually realize my exact feelings or reactions to any happening that requires emotional judgement. I hope this won’t be deep seated, coz I honestly wish whatever is it we have could be something prolonged. I really wish it does! Haha, waited a year from the moment I first saw u till we actually had a conversation! Makes me smile in a way.

I appreciate that u told me, value the honesty. And I hope u’ll keep on telling me whatever it is that may happen in the future. Not that I like hearin it, not that I wont be affected at all, but at least I’m hearin it from u, at least I know where I stand. And in the worst case anyone tells me stuff like this(u understand this, you’ve been thru it) I’ll be secure in the fact that I know it’s fact or fiction(which I can tell them rite in their faces it’s a lie) as I know everything first hand from u. haha, hopefully I don’t have to receive that kind of news, I’m only human after all, don’t know how much I can take, don’t know how it can affect the way I feel about u, or the way I feel about doing this; whether its worth goin thru or not, whether this feeling is one sided or reciprocal.

Haha, this is such a long mail of me goin on about how I feel and so on.
Basically just wanna say, u don’t have to keep on sayin sorry and I’m fine.
Miss u the same way I missed u the day I left. xoxo.

P/s: sorry for the lameness of this mail. I was reading it and it sucks,haha! Miss u!

It's funny as I read it again, we were so into each other, he was into me la. But then in the end, he tidak pun into me, and we breakup juga.

I love these honeymoon periods.

I'm Jealous.

of my younger sister Kimmy.

1.She's been going back to kk more often than I have lately.
2.She got a new laptop.
3.She can actually make clothes (ish) now.
4.She is in a foreign country.
5.She has a hotter boyfriend.
6.She lives in a big house with maid services and free food.

But I know I shouldn't be because;
1.I got a car.
2.I can make music videos.
3.I am in KL (not a good thing la)
4.I had a better boyfriend, one who was a doctor, in terms of looks can compare but im single now.
5.I live in my own place and I get more freedom.
6.I went to other places like Singapore and all.

Oh well, I actually have been getting more things than my younger sister. But i still want more things. I want that MAC and she has it. I want a boyfriend who looks like Richard but she has it, I wanna do fashion design but she's doing it. But oh well, I've been getting more than her la. I'm happy and jealous of her. BITCH!